Writing can be hard, messy and chaotic. We often feel lost, questioning what we’re creating and how.
I understand that struggle. After being told as a child that
I couldn’t be a writer, I spent two decades trying to do anything but the work that was most central and necessary to me.
Even after returning to writing and starting an MFA in Creative Writing, I was filled with doubt about the value of what I was doing and whether my work would find a place in the world.
I judged my process, always feeling that the ways of working that felt most instinctual to me were wrong and didn’t align with common writing advice. I also struggled with feedback and critiques that were supposedly about making my fiction and plays “better”—more publishable or producible—but which in no way centered my vision or what I was trying to explore through my writing.